Eldar explores a very important message from the Dream Master today with Pierre's help.
[This was originally going to be an NSSAT (Saturday morning chat) but Pierre had to leave early today and could only stay for 1 hour, and Eldar had not gotten his dream in last night. So the entire morning (only 1 hour) was just a dream exploration, and I classified it as just an NSDRM. Recorded at Regina's outside. -JS]
Eldar’s Dream 06.22.18
I'm in this very fun and interesting place with two of my friends. The place is kind of like 3 small islands that are very close together and. mostly made up of rocks. Each one of us has one island and we are throwing this stuff at each other, for fun. The stuff that I’m throwing is like some weird interesting little things that are around the island, they may be growing around the island or there’s just a lot of them there. It’s fun to do that. I think there’s some music as well. What we’re doing is very festive. We’re having a lot of fun.
At one point they’re throwing stuff at me and then they jump over to my island. They’re kind of like playfully chasing me. As they do that, I, to have fun and to get away, I jump Into the water in between the islands. I do a really nice big leap from a rock and spread my arms really wide in the air and as I go down towards the water, I close my arms again into like a perfect dive.
In the water there are these police, or security guard who look after this area and they're very gentle guards, who are there just to remind people of the rules ina nice manner, or to tell you if you’re stepping out of line. I’m still in that playful mood, so I also start to kind of play with these security guards/police. Now normally those guys will just come up to you and tell you something and then swim away, but I’m kind of pushing the boundaries. I’m swimming under water really deep, which I know you're not supposed to do, and I know that they’re gonna get rougher if I keep breaking the rules. But I do it anyway.
I'm swimming underwater and I’m remembering that this is how somebody else in the past has upset them, or gotten under their skin, and I keep going. But I’m also remembering how if you keep going down that deep, at one point you start losing consciousness, or losing yourself, and it’s kind of started happening to me already. As I’m swimming up I hear one of them say “You know you can actually die if you keep doing that!” I hear it and I already know that, but at the same time it kind of warns me. I keep swimming up to try to get to the surface to get some air, because 'm running out of air. It turns out to bé further up than I thought, so I’m like really trying to get up there. I have a strong desire to take a breath, because I haven't fora while. I suppress that urge for a bit, but then as I keep going and it’s quite far, I can’t hold on any more so I actually take “breath” and of course I inhale water. I’m thinking it'll be okay to do once and then I'll come up for air, but as I doit, I realize that it wasn’t a good idea to do that, because it slowed me down now. And there’s still some way to go to reach the top (surface of the water)